As
a young lad growing up, I learned many stories from the Bible. One
such story is about the children of Israel and their forty year trip
wandering through the desert. What stood out to me were all the
amazing instances of overcoming impossible odds, epic battles and the
countless victories and survival despite the harshest of elements.
Despite all this, the journey was frequently interrupted by periods
of complaining
and condemnation with occasional brief episodes of rebellion. If you
are anything like me, perhaps you were led to wonder why (despite an
abundance of miracles) the Israelites seemed to continually show a
lack of faith whenever confronted by various obstacles or
difficulties.
Right
from the start, beginning with Moses and the Burning Bush, I would
find myself scratching my head in puzzlement. Here, despite an
obvious miracle, we find Moses arguing and resisting. God is asking
him to do something; telling him He (God) will be with him and is
promising the successful outcome...and yet Moses resists and wants
God to find someone else. To my way of thinking, I believed that if
I clearly heard the voice of God coming from a burning bush
(especially one that was not being consumed as it burned) I'd do as
asked.
Next,
there is the actual journey. This began following the Egyptian
pharaoh’s grudging release of the Israelites (from a lengthy period
of slavery). This release to leave was granted only after numerous
pleadings of Moses and Aaron plus a series of miraculous plagues to
which the Egyptians had been subjected. The final straw, leading to
the release, was the Passover in which all the first-born of the
Egyptians were killed while all the Israelites (that followed God’s
instructions) were spared. To my way of thinking, this would be a
pretty convincing start to the journey and leave no doubt that God
was (and would remain) with them.
What
followed was a series of remarkable and miraculous events. To just
name a few there was:
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The parting of the Red Sea
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The destruction of the Egyptian army that pursued them
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The daily visible presence of God (pillar of cloud by day – fire by
night)
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All their daily needs met (provision of food and water throughout the
journey and clothing and shoes that did not wear out).
All
this (and much more) should have been ample evidence that they had
nothing to fear…and yet we read of their many instances of
complaining. When faced by obstacles, where the solution wasn’t
immediately obvious, they were known to say that they were better off
in Egypt and that Moses had brought them into the desert to perish.
It was this lack of faith and constant struggle against God’s plans
for them that turned (what should have been) a relatively short trip
into a 40 year epic journey.
While
most people are aware the journey took forty years, some may not
realize that the first opportunity to move into the Promised Land
came after only about two and a half years. This was when they were
camped close to the Promised Land and Moses sent 12 spies (ahead of
the main group) into the land as scouts to help prepare for the
Israelites to move in and take what God had promised them. Ten of
the spies brought back a negative, fear-filled report of giants and
huge armies in the land. Despite all the amazing miracles and
victories they had witnessed during the journey up to this point,
they said it couldn’t be done and recommended against going
forward. However, two of the spies (Caleb and Joshua) advocated they
move forward in faith into the land and believed God would deliver as
He had promised. The Israelites chose to accept the report of the
ten negative spies and rebelled at going forward. Therefore God sent
them to the desert until all those 20 years of age and over –
except for Caleb and Joshua - died off. The additional thirty-seven
and a half years were because the Israelites chose not to accept
God’s guidance and protection.
The
journey ended (after that additional thirty-seven and a half year
delay) with Joshua leading the Israelites into the land as promised.
God did as He had promised – He helped them defeat their enemies
and gave them the land. Thus, in a much abbreviated form, we have
the story of the Exodus from Egypt to the Promised Land of Canaan.
End of story…right?
Ah,
not so fast. It wasn't until much later in my life, that I began to
realize that there is a parallel to be drawn, between the Israelites
wandering, and life as it is today. My own life experience would
certainly suggest this is the case. On a broader scale, how many
times has a very similar story been repeated throughout our time here
on this planet? I would suggest that the story of the Exodus really
helps illustrate some things about human nature. There are many
lessons to be learned and warnings to be mindful of; either that, or
we can (because of the choices we make) spend our own prolonged
period (wandering and complaining) within in our own wilderness –
both individually and collectively.
We
know that a great human weakness is the failure to learn the lessons
of history and therefore we become doomed to repeat them –
sometimes over and over again. This was true for the Israelites and
it was also true for those generations to follow. It should be
obvious that even today, thousands of years later; there are lessons
still to be learned – sometimes with painful consequences.
Even
in the face of conclusive proof, doubts and fears often hold sway.
Overcoming one's fears is difficult. Education (learning the facts
about that which is feared) is a start but by itself it is not
enough. Knowing is not the same as doing…and learning the facts
about something is only one piece of the puzzle for overcoming doubt
and fear…action is also required. While the statement, “the
truth shall set you free” is a fact, we need to recognize that
freedom is a concept that must be exercised and acted upon. Without
action we will remain just as stuck.
It
seems one of the first obstacles to confront and overcome is that of
instant gratification versus patiently working toward a worthwhile
goal. Our culture seems driven, in many ways, by the desire for
“instant gratification.” The desire to obtain or do something
NOW is a powerful motivating factor; and it is costing us dearly.
This “satisfy yourself now and pay later,” approach is resulting
in huge and growing personal (as well as national) debts. It is also
resulting in sometimes rash decision making which (while possibly
satisfying in the short term) can ultimately lead to painful
consequences resulting from poorly considered actions.
This
dynamic (sacrificing patience in favour of instant gratification and
self-appeasement) is not only at work in a monetary sense, i.e.
choices that result in mounting debt; it is also true in the
long-term physical, emotional and spiritual realms as well. Such
poor choices often result in painful consequences that are simply the
result of engaging in behaviour that is destructive or damaging.
When I look at the personal costs I’ve accumulated in my own life
over the years, I can bear testimony to this fact. Some of the
choices I made as a much younger person have resulted in debts I’ve
had to pay (and must continue paying) to this day.
One
lesson I’m beginning to understand (perhaps I’m just a slow
learner) is that when effort precedes reward; the outcome is usually
satisfying because the choices are more wisely made and can be
enjoyed for quite a long time. On the other hand, anytime reward
precedes effort, the resulting satisfaction very rarely lasts as long
as the resulting debt or any of the other consequences.
Another
obstacle to face and overcome is holding on to old ways even when God
has better ways and plans for us. Albert Einstein is said to have
defined insanity as, “doing the same thing over and over again and
expecting different results.” This was a very keen observation of
a very common human tendency. We can see evidence of this form of
insanity throughout history (including the time of the Exodus) and
extending through to today. This is due, at least in part, to how
change (even when needed) is perceived, the resistance to change and
the comfort people often express in continuing with the familiar.
Throughout
my professional career, working as a nurse in a mental health
setting, I could see this dynamic at work on a daily basis - and it
often led to some very serious and chronic problems. People with
long histories of dysfunction and distress would often be able to
cite what they needed to change in their life in order to resolve
some very destructive problems…and yet, they would continue
resisting those necessary changes. Often they would begin a
statement with, “I know I need to stop _____” or they might begin
with, “I really need to start _____” However, even when
confronted with critical advice about necessary changes - along with
dire warnings of what would happen if they didn’t change, they
still would often fail to follow through. Knowing and doing are two
different things.
God,
who knows us better than anyone - any professional advisor/worker, or
even better than we know our self – has something better in mind
for us and a plan to help us get there. He doesn’t stop us from
determinedly continuing on our own way, if we so choose, but He does
let us know what to expect if we continue on the path we have chosen.
He is patient with us and even after we run up against the same
problems over and over again, he gently lets us know He does have a
better way and invites us to follow His plan. When I look at it in
this manner, I find it hard to be too critical of the Israelites for
I’m really not much different.
Another
major stumbling block is having a sense of entitlement which destroys
the ability to recognize one's blessings and experience gratitude.
Every sunrise is a blessing – it becomes an entitlement when I
begin to complain about how early I have to wake up in order to see
it. How soon the things we once felt grateful for quickly become the
things we expect. How easy it is to complain about the things that,
not so very long ago, we were once thankful to receive. This happens
when we allow showers of blessings to become lists of expectations
and entitlements.
In
the story of the Exodus, Israel had all their basic daily needs met.
Their food, water, clothing and safety were all assured – in
return, their own responsibilities were clearly spelled out for them.
In terms of “job security” (using the language of today) this
would appear to be the ideal arrangement or “contract.” The
daily blessings in their lives were obvious…and yet; we see time
and time again the complaining, doubt, fear and failure to comply on
the part of such a blessed people. Miraculous occurrences could no
longer be truly appreciated or enjoyed once they became something
that was simply taken for granted. During their journey, Israel
seemed to suffer every time they failed to regard themselves as a
truly blessed people but instead regarded themselves as an entitled
people.
I
recognized this dynamic very quickly in the exodus of Israel but it
took much, much longer before I began to see the very same dynamic at
work within myself. However, while it took a while to see the
connection, my life experience does parallel that of the Israelites
in a number of ways:
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Too many times I can find myself doubting, complaining and failing
to be thankful.
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There are many times when I find myself doing something ill-advised,
on the one hand, or else failing to do some things that I know I
should do, on the other.
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Then there are the times when I allow myself to become overwhelmed
with fear and doubt because I’ve lost sight of God’s gifts,
grace, mercy and guidance…despite the fact that I may have just
recently been thankful for those very same things!
In
my own life, my daily needs have been met and I’ve experienced much
to be thankful for. I know that my time here will be limited and that
there will be troubles and challenges ahead – this is life and true
for everyone. However, to meet life’s challenges, I have been
blessed with good judgment, intelligence and some excellent
guidelines for living my life so as to make the best of things to
come. I’ve also been assured that I’ll get all the help I need to
get me through the difficulties that lie ahead and will never have to
face more than I’m able to endure. As a Christian, I view all these
blessings and assurances as gifts from God, given out of love, and
sealed by the life, death and resurrection of Christ Jesus. With all
this in mind, I’m able to move onward and need not remain forever
stuck, wandering in the desert.